Tired...

Of feeling insignificant. I have talked about this with Gran, and she tells me to just sit back and watch it for a while. "Sitting back and watching" is really not my thing. I want things to change, and when I want something, I go for it. The problem is that I don't know where to begin. I feel as if I have done my part....like the ball is in their court now. I guess I can do more, but at what point does a person give up? At what point does a girl say, "Fine...Your Loss"?