I have been off this journey for a while. I got married, got pregnant, had baby and is just too tired to do anything but what I have to do.
Several years ago I started on this journey because of everything that was going on in my life. (And this is not the blog for it now.) I needed answers and help. I started on a journey to find those, and on this journey, I found my way back to God.
He was not the same God of my youth. God, when I was a child, was scary. If I did not obey, then He was going to punish me. And if I were too bad, then off the Hell I would go. When I prayed, God did not answer them.
This is not the God that I discovered on my path for TRUE HAPPINESS. This God, he did answer my prayers. They may not have been answered in the way that I wanted them to be answered, but they were answered. The God that I discovered was no longer scary, but a friend. He was someone that I poured my heart out, and very often, He answered with advice.
Well, I do have to say, that God has not spoken to me in a voice all His own, but through the voices of others. Through things that I am open to seeing.
I have been off the road for a while. I have taken a break to play so to speak. I still see my road up there, so now it is time to get back on it.
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